i almost didnt wanna come home from school this holiday becos, technically, there is no holiday for me in my department.we were supposed to have a crummy lecture on the 27th...can y'all imagine?anyway, left the northern town of ilorin where my school's at, then did the 6 hour trip to Abuja... where my home is at.developed a routine of waking up, eating watching the lil' evil plasma box, eating, sleeping again, then boring self silly wiv some miscellanous stuff that don't count.the music video we're about to shoot is what's driving me nuts.met this bitchy girl today who claimed to be pals with the likes of Akon, Kanye west, blah, blah....  them dollar signs appeared in my eyes and i was shuffling closer, all of a sudden a lil' bit nicer to the gurl i didnt even notice a few moments ago. Weeeeeeeell, then she dropped the Micheal Schofield of all bombshells. turns out she's been duped by some fellow nigerians she signed on her supposed "record label" and she's burnt and waiting to recuperate. YEAH, YEAH!!! i almost slapped her in the mouth when she was like all nigerians are untrustworthy and only out to swindle. There's only so much Hogwash a fella can stomach,innit?

 I mean, y are Nigerian gurls all becoming like that huh? Here was a blacker than the HAITIAN in "Heroes" kinda girl claiming to be half american and forming a British accent... i wonder for our future sha.so i went on air<The A.M Express show>this morning and solicited the help and sponsorship of goodhearted,kind and filthily wealthy Nigerians to invest in my music. Be u a Yahoo Boy,Coke dealer or Gigolo....so long as the pepper is clean, aight? off the record... i really siiiiiiing good.Becos i know Laide or Jumms is probably choking on an eggroll, picturing moi wiv a mic.y'all have always pictured me as an attachment to a computer huh?whose only function is to blog?lol.nyways... ma babe's buffday is on the 27th of this month. and she's been hinting on this insanely large and hideous teddybear...not forgetting the Peeptoe abi wedge abi is it point heels? uuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhh! i just wish i could pause tyme and scream all over the earth to give myself a break from myself.from my erratic typing anyone would c i'm close to losing it.lol.till later sha. sayonara

 Why can't everythang go back 2 the way it used to be?

 Nah, i'm a cancel that.it's no use reminescing about them darn good old days cos they aren't ever coming back.those days when i could sleep and wake up at will,knowing Mum c will come to ask me"Dammy, what do u want 4 breakfast?" And believe it or not,no matter the extent of absurdity of my demand,it used to be provided....most times sha.<sigh> well, itz now a different tale.Wake up in the morning with my newly installed brain alarm software and dash to school 4 lectures.Scramble 4 everythang and don't realize it's past lunchtime till my hunger software kicks in.Have to rush to the bank and queue and smile phonily like i offended the cashier.Get back home only to have to rush off to school again.Even now that i'm supposed to be on holiday,all i do is hustle for my mind blasted IT so that i can graduate with a mind blasted 2.1.<whoosh>that's steam coming off my ears.i can hear my imaginary shrink saying "whoa Dammy.i can sense a lot of anger in u right now." Well,i'm angry alright.i just don't know at whom.i know compared to other people,i have no problems but i feel i still need to whine like that lil kid i used to be.some part of me still wants to be picked up and cuddled and assured of my future...imaginary shrink interrupts with mock violin wails.u see, i don't even have the option of self pity.My life sha.